INDEBTED CHAPTER 8 (EIGHT)

5am

Light fills the room, I had not slept a wink listening to the cadence of his heart beat, the mild rise and fall of his built chest, his strong protective arms around my slim waist.

The fact that we were both naked made me feel somewhat abashed, my face burning red even more at the thought of him living in me until I could't walk. I played it over like a bad turning fork. Tears welled I shouldn't cry it's not like if he hasn't treated me like a lady thus far crushing them back in their cages.

I am meek and he is controlling me with no ropes, chains or curses. He had won without a curse, a shout, a yell. I was under a horrible spell but despite my lack of skill I wasn't ready to go down without a fight. Marriage is a life time commitment one I didn't want to share with him or anyone else but here am I getting married in less than two months.

I raise my head examining his lovely face the scar across his cheek made him look dangerous when he is relaxed in sleep. His mouth slightly parted, his dark hair a mess, I gaze a while before rolling off only to be pulled back on top his dark eyes opening sheepishly. I could feel his warm skin against mines, the dusting of his chest hairs tickling my chest.

"So you are ready for me to fuck you again" my mouth drops open at the brusque of his words. I shake my head

"I was just going downstairs to prepare breakfast for my husband to be" lies all lies.

He raised his eyebrows unconvinced, his hand moving down the small of my back, over my hip and between my thighs.

"I want to take you from behind roll over Emily" his voice exhilarating but still, I could feel his erection pressing against my stomach.

"Emily" my name rolling heavily off his tongue, his face hardens and I risk my pride which is surprisingly hard to do.

"Lessen the debt for each time you have sex with me before our wedding Nickolai" maybe then I could accumulate the money if it is of a smaller amount.

He flips me over on my back, his hand pressing my wirst in the mattress on either side of my head, his face stony, anger flaring brightly within the dark depths of his eyes.

"You should be saying my body is yours Nickolai to do as you please, show me how to submit, I want to submit to you, teach me how to be the prefect wife, lover and companion."

I swallowed hard ten slow glurps before my heart beats again

"But if you wish to be treated like a common whore Emily just say so"

He wasted no time with foreplay slamming himself into me. I felt full, tears taking me hostage me, and my damn big mouth.

He pulls out thrusting again, this is not sex it's punishment and it hurts.

"This is how I treat whores. Do you like it Emily?"

"No " I mumble "Please stop"

What's my damn safe word?

Violet

"Violet Nickolai" I sob as he picked up the pace, plunging harder, deeper almost violent. I am sore, his hand stopping the circulation of blood to my wirst.

"Safe word I am revoking your use of the safe word, you only deserve this." his voice mocking, his pace increasing he seems to grow bigger, longer inside me. Was such a thing even possible?

White spots blur my vision I was going to pass out nodding my head.

"Please Sir stop. I am your fiancee and soon to be your wife, my body belongs to you now please violet"

He pulls out rolling off of me his body tight stretched, I guess he wasn't enjoying his barbaric behaviour no more than I did.

"Go make us some breakfast Emily"

He didn't have to tell me twice dragging the duvet off the bed, wrapping it around me, padding quickly down the corridor. Ms Kent hasn't awoken as yet I should check on my mother but I can't face her not right now leaning against the kitchen wall. I try to breath, my core thumping with pain and with a hint of pleasure.

Angry, mortified, exhausted and disgraced. Disgraced by my statement, mortified by the way he handled me. It's my own damn fault of course, Nickolai Casarro is out of my league more than that he is dangerous, the hardness in his eyes and his violent thrust.

Pulling open the refrigerator I grabbed the carton of eggs, bacon and whole wheat bread suddenly aware that he was behind me.

"Sit let me make you breakfast" his voice low and sensual taking the items from my hand.

I wanted to protest but what's the use he would win in the end. Grabbing a chair I took a seat leaning my elbows on the kitchen bar, mesmerized by his competence around the kitcken, my kitchen.

"Sorry" I whisper looking down at my hands.

"Hey" he summons I look up a frown flits across his face.

"Surely it should be I saying that little one" whisking the eggs lightly in a glass bowl before putting the bacon on the grill.

I notice he wore nothing but his slacks my mouth drying as he causally walks over from the stove and kisses me on my lips. I groan surprising myself gaping at his broad shoulders, slim waist and rippling muscles as he walks back tending to the bacons.

"Extra crispy please" pursing my lips

He laughs pouring the egg mix in a pan, I relax a bit enjoying the mood.

"Do you have any change of clothes?" jolted by my statement, not like if I wanted him to stay.

"Yes I always have a change of clothing stash away in the trunk of my car."

"Oh" pausing a moment before I continued"Do you always make it a habit of sleeping out"

"No Emily only with you. After breakfast we should take a bath together"

Once again he knocks me off balance, my cheeks heating

"Ok" my blood racing around my body.

Within fifteen minutes breakfast was ready, place mats set as he place the food before me. Scrambled eggs, bacon and toast taking a sit next to me.

"Tea" lifting the tea pot

"Yes thanks" watching him pour the tea so elegantly in my tea cup. I savoury the smell of freshly brew tea before taking a sip.

"I have a fund raiser ball, a yearly event that I attend to, I wish for you to accompany me to this event" popping a piece of toast in his mouth.

"I don't know I have nothing to wear" hoping he would change his mind.

He glares at me as if I have offended him"As your husband I will take care of all your needs" he says strongly I think he is not only referring to the financial aspect of the relationship.

"I already owe you so much Nickolai" smiling tentatively at him, wishing he would forget the debt but then what leverage will he have over me once the debt is forgotten.

"Emily trust me I can afford it" his eyes gleaming wickedly.

My appetite vanishes but I force myself to eat, to breath. Why wouldn't he just go away?

"Have you ever had oral sex Emily?" my mouth drops open and I swallow at the same time at his frankness, my heart spikes I have never met someone so raw so open beside Alley and Jose but they are my friends.

"Yes once" lowering my voice

"With whom?" he asked nibbling at his bacon

"None of your business, my past has nothing to do with you" I hiss

"Oh" his lips hint a smile, a wicked evil smile.

"What?"

"Nothing drink up before you tea gets cold"

Silence that he continues"I know everything about you Emily. Age, height, the balance in your bank account, all the men you have slept with.You deserve much better than the jerks you have been sleeping with."

"Like you?" I snap wondering how he acquired such information, the two only people that really know me inside out is Alley and Jose and they are not friends of his.

"Yes like me" tucking a loose strand behind my ear, one eyebrow raised stabbing me to silence pulling off the duvet.

Naked and totally vulnerable I sat before him, I move my hand covering my lower region. It was best I eat and say very little at this point, he was in control for the moment. He removed my hand his eyes focus on my sex sipping his tea.

"I like how you keep it clean shaven just the way I like it" smirking. I wanted to slap it clean off his face but I wasn't the violent type.

"How did you get those scars?" changing the subject.

He looks surprise it crosses his face then he wipes it away just as quickly shaking his head "It's a long story one I don't wish to discuss ."

Fair enough next question.

"So why do you want want to marry me?" He could have any woman he wanted why me?

"Family reasons, my father wants a grandson, a heir to the Casarro empire. He would rather an arranged marriage but I perfer a woman who I can at least tolerate one of my own choosing" draining his cup his thougths drifting.

Okay still confused.

"Have you told them about me?" dropping my eyes I wasn't really keen on meeting his parents.

"Yes they are excited to meet you especially my mother, she will be arriving soon to help you with the wedding preparations. Now hurry up let's go upstairs"

My heart sank looking at my ring and back at him plastering a fake smile on my heart shape face, I will need to wear this like an armour to mask my true feelings.

After breakfast I stood at the sink washing the dishes. I closed my eyes as my mind recollects the events of last night and this morning but it's hard to concentrate with him watching my every move sitting on the bar stool, his face supported by his strong hands.

His stubbly cheek and sharp widows pe"You seem energetic. Did you sleep well last night?""Nope" which was truth I had not slept a wink."Well I did for some reason" frowning "Again I am sorry about this morning, I know you must be quite sore so we will just stick to oral sex for today."I choke, holding my chest as I reach for a glass from the cabinet filling it with water, drinking it down greedily."What time are you going to work?""Around nine why?"He is standing behind me I could feel his presence, I could smell his distinctive odour."Take the day off with me you can go tomorrow."I frown does he intend on spending another night. Rinsing out the glass my thoughts, my stomach in turmoil. He turns me to face him.

"It's time we take a bath"

"Okay" I would rather have a shower alone but its not about what I want anymore. I was about to say something lame when my cellphone rang, it was Alley.

"Hi" wondering over to the back door away from him.

"Why didn't you call, text me Emily?"

"I am sorry I have been taken over by events" unwanted events caused by an unwanted man.

"You're okay?"

"YYYes I am fine and you?" clearing my throat.

"I am okay. Did you?" she is fishing for the right words to say and for information. "See him since?" her voice shaky.

"Alley I don't want to talk about this over the phone. We could meet for lunch" Nickolai glances at me, arms folded across his chest daring me to make any plans.

I swallowed " We could meet tomorrow. How does that sound?"

"Why not today? Is there someone with you?"

"No"

"Liar. You did break your celibacy?"

I roll my eyes

"Who is he, was he gentle, is he guy from the bar?"

"Alley please" unable to hide my exasperation. What's up with all these twenty twenty questions?

"Emily don't hold out on me. We are friends, best friends. Does Josh know?"

"I will call you later" hanging up.

It's going to be difficult to shake her. She can be so persistent when she wants to know something. She may be a little hurt when I tell her she seem to like the guy, she will freak. I need a plan but what? Walking back over to Nickolai resting my phone on the bar.

"Was that your friend Alley?" his tone harsh for some unknown reason.

I nodded walking pass him fully aware that I was in the nude. What if Ms Kent walks in and sees me like this?

He pulls me into his arms suddenly kissing my forehead. "You should stop telling Alley all of your deepest darkest secrets."

My eyes snap to his"Why?"

"Many reasons for one she is fucking my brother Umberto. She tells him everything that you have told her in confidence and in return he tells me. They both suit each other since they both can't keep their fucking mouths shut."

My jaw drop

"Liar. Alley may be a lot of things but she" unable to finish. José has always told me that she had a motor mouth, she couldn't keep a secret.

"I know about you and Jethro Emily. How he broke your heart, left you for another when he found out you had breast cancer."

That bitch she is so dead.

"Why did she run out of your office in tears?"

"I threaten to tell my brother about her. She came onto me strongly in the your office mainly because she didn't know who I am but I knew who she was. Umberto has not stop boasting about her to our parents since they meet three months ago."

Poor guy Alley just isn't the settling type. A gold digging slut but not wifey material.

"I don't want to get in between the bond that you have with Alley. Just the less she knows about our business the better."

Trailing my lips, my heart leaps and pools of unwanted desire gathered down low inside my core. What if he's telling the truth, tears swell my eyes. I could never trust her again.

He drew me closer wrapping his arms tightly around me

"Baby I am sorry but my life is constantly in the spotlight and as my wife you to will also be in that same spot light whether you want it or not. I just want you to be careful around the company you keep that's all" planting a kiss in my hair.

ak left my knees weak

THE END OF CHAPTER 8 (EIGHT)

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