INDEBTED CHAPTER 10 (TEN)

Hands shaking I wrapped my arm around his shoulder as he carried me outside to the awaiting car bearing most of my body weight. Lowering my head I slid in the back seat pushing tangled hair out of my face looking away as he relax himself next to me.

I wanted to move away to keep distance between us but it would look weak. His hand reached to touch my cheek I sucked in a deep breath as he ran his thumb along my jaw before dropping his hand. My skin flared from his touch my heart raced uncontrollably.

I turned to face him eyes searing into mines but I didn't know what to say so I remained mute and still.

"Take off your jeans Emily" a command an order.

I did what he asked slipping it off my waist biting my bottom lip as the pain lance strongly through my skinny leg. He leaned forward taking out a first aid kit from beneath the seat attending to my wound. Many emotions ran through my head the most definite lust but I stayed mute since I wasn't a eloquent person pretending to be somewhere else but it was hard with long fingers wrap around my knee dressing the wound.

"Where are you taking me?" finally my voice weak and hoarse.

"Back to my place"

One eyebrow raised "Oh" fighting the urge to lick my lips.

Didn't this man just shot me?

Should I not hate the very sight of him maybe tomorrow but not tonight. It was either him or my battery operated vibrator which I left back at the cottage.

"Have you ever been tied up before Emily?" his hand pressing against my thigh a shiver started in my core my face heating.

"Like men making women their slaves?"

His chuckle deep and rich"Not exactly. I will never look upon you as my slave but always as my equal but when it comes to sex I am the domiant and you are the submissive. I will like to dress you up in black fish net stockings or red skin tight latex."

Emily didn't he just shoot you my subconscious screamed but I ignored her. Amusement glint in his dark eyes"Do you have a fantasy Emily?"I nodded looking away at the darkness covering the country road. He tilted my head around to face him cocking his head to one side."What little one?""Seeing you in black leather pants and your head buried between my thighs" As soon as it came out I looked away to ashamed to face him.He chuckled"Okay I will see to it that my future wife fantasy is fulfilled. I didn't walk with my black leather pants but I could fulfill the other part" sliding to his knees.I gasp flushing with embarrasment and desire a rapid series of images flashed through my mind. I wobbled in my knickers my knees weakened while my subconscious looked upon me with scorn and disgust. Reaching out I pushed him back easing myself further away straightening my back. I sat there gasping and wet fully aware that his driver is only inches away."Is that your fantasy?"

"Ignore him and focus on what I am about to do to you little one"

I scrambled further up the seat twisting fiercely at the waist.

"What are you doing? Stop it Nickolai" I whisper my eyes darting forward hoping the driver doesn't turn around.

"No Emily tonight I am your master and you will address me as such nothing else will do."

"Master" as he pulling my knickers down to my ankles slipping them off my synapse frying insantly numbing the pain of my wound.

"You are so beauitful Emily"

I muffled a groan as his tongue touched my tightening core with a strong suck. My hands grip his silk dark hair pulling pushing unsure about what action to take.

"I love your body" he whisper licking my bud"I can't get enough"

"You haven't had much of it" grinding my tiny hips in his face. I lick my dry lips so crazily as he drove his slick flesh inside me pushing.

Oh my this feels good.

The physical pleasure pushed me over the edge muffling another moan with my free hand the hold on his head grew tighter. I thrashed wildly as he suck my bud in a slow rhythmic motion until I came. I bit on my bottom lip hard my body shivering. With three fingers he opened me

"No oh god no more" I definitely knew he heard that one- the driver that is, releasing Nickolai's hair.

"One more little one" he whispered hoarsely

"I can't master" loving how it rolled around my tongue, his mouth glistening with my jucies making him more seductive.

"You will" blowing hot air on my sensitive bud, my skin tingling and burning with lust.

He licked the tender spot continuing where he left off the slow rhythmic suction with soft lips and experience tongue a heat of delight rolled through me as he suck and fingered. I whimpered coming again my second orgasm just as frightening as the first.

He slid next to me adjusting his apperance handing me back my underwear I held on to it unable to move. He licked the corners of his mouth pulling me closer to him.

"I love to watch you come if I had a condom I would take you right here right now" I gaze down at his slacks that bulged with his thick erection.

I didn't remember much I couldn't my mind just snap consumed with lust.

"I need this" I whisper squeezing his bulge. His body tense as he fought a groan as I squeeze harder.

Nickolai my master gripped my thighs slidding his hand upwards"Your core is so sweet but you have been bad I should let you beg before I give it to you"

"I will beg now if you want" unbuckling his pants

"What about you leg?" pointing at the white bandage.

I shurg more taken a back by the ach between my thigh. I was burning up and only Nickolai could out this fire a fire he had created.

His hand cupped my buttocks squeezing"I am breaking all my rules with you little one" a car headlight piercing though the tinted window, we were almost in Tampa my cheeks heating as I pulled out his erection.

He slapped my hand away tucking him back in his black boxers leaving me feeling somewhat embarrass.

"I will fuck you when we get home. I want to spread you out and lick you until you beg me to get inside you"

I huff folding my arms pulling away like a spoil brat. Nickolai had my emotions all twisted caught in his whril wind of desire wantonness fervor. He teased me by taking it out stroking it playfully.

"Please master" clasping my hands together greedy for this thick long shaft suspended between his legs.

"No little one stop been so greedy" stroking his meat up and down. Damn just watching it was getting me over heated, tears stung my eyes.

I blink pressing my thighs together, whoa time to stop watching and making a fool of myself but I couldn't pull away remembering the last time it was inside me. Was he punishing me for running well getting shot was payment enough. My bud throbbing I made a grab for it but he moved away.

"Emily you naughty girl" I couldn't tell if the driver was listening to our conversation or if he was laughing at me the vehicle much to dark to notice and frankly I didn't care a hint of amusement in Nickolai eyes.

Two could play this game let him have his fun for now his thighs thightening under his slacks he leaned his head gazing at me stroking faster, he was about to come. Suddenly he stop slipping it back in it's cage.

"You can have what you desire when we get home besides we have other things to discuss like our wedding?"

Ahhh god lord not that again

"I was looking at coco brown and gold decorations or blue, pink and white. What do you think baby?"

"Are we not hiring a wedding planning?" Cocoa brown and gold yuck slipping on my panties and jeans with much diffculty.

"One of the best from Spain. She should be arriving in two weeks time" I gaze out side momentarily

Since meeting Nickolai I'd felt like if I had fallen down a rabbit hole into a facinating and seductive world where no rules apply, it was both scary yet exciting but mostly scary. Now I am going to have this same feeling every single day when we say I do.

His cell phone buzz loudly piercing the silence sighing heavily sadly he answers it on the third ring.

"Mother"

My eyebrows raised leaning in a bit but I could barely make out what's been said on the other end.

"That's none of your business mother but yes she is here"

"Sorry" he wines and apologizes before hanging up.

"Change of plans Emily, my parents are in the country and they wish to meet you"

Pulling out my old flip phone from my back pocket, ten o'clock it was pretty late for a meeting and my attire. I put my head in my hands wanting to scream.

Nickolai caresses my shoulder"I would drop you home and make up a plausible excuse as to why you couldn't make it. Besides you would need your rest for your first day at Jacob and Millers."

My head snap up"What"

"Its nothing much just an entry level position"

"At one of the best advertising agencies in Tampa. How did you?"

"Jacob is an old friend of mines I pulled a few strings and got your application on top the pile of other interested applicants."

I press my face in my legs rocking from side to side in happiness.

Okay I had to admitt it I was definitiely into him I may even begin to love one day in the distant future but been a wife.

I had not looked so far ahead in my furture. After been diagnosed with cancer living and getting through this frightening stage of my life has been my main concern.

My mother loved my dad and when he asked her to marry him she jumped at it no questions asked even though he was broke and wasn't bless with a sizeable bank account but love was a requisite for my mother that and sex but when she became pregnant he walked out on her three months pregnant leaving her to fend for herself in a barely finish apartment.

"I take it that you are please"

I nodded hugging him wondering what to wear frowning a bit. I will call Alley and see if she has anything in my size, perhaps she can come over style my hair.

"Thanks Nickolai" pulling away.

"I am not looking for a happily ever after Emily I don't believe in fairytales but what I feel for you is real and I am afraid as much as you. My father is not all he is crack up to be, he is evil in more ways than you could even imagine and my mother a drunk the less we see of them the better." his voice soft closing his eyes.

"I am nothing like my father yes I enjoy been a dom, bondage, whips, wax play but I will never lose control and hurt you in anyway, I will always let you use your safe word I will never take away your right to use it. Expect for that one time."

I remained mute leaving him to open up there was so much about him that I must know before I walk down the isle with him.

"Have you really kill some one before Nickolai?"

"Only in self defence Emily I am not a murderer like him. I am sorry about losing my temper but you must never run away from me again. Do you understand?"

I nodded fondling his subbly cheek.

He leaned in on my touch"Emily please don't look upon me as a monster I see him every day in the mirror but look upon as a man fighting for what I need more than food or sunlight, which is you. When I saw your picture, when I saw you I had started to live, this fuck up fairytale may have a happy ending if you give me what I need"

"Which is?" my hand frozen on his cheek my voice barely above a whisper.

"Your submission, your flesh, your blood, your heart, your soul all of you Emily. You are strong, and fierce sexually untame and I like that."

I drop my hands blinking rapidly concentrate Cote as he ran his finger across my lower lip.

"Do you always get what you want?"

His eyes widen and I realized I've surprise him"Yes" he says.

I looked away momentarily

Gotta give him points for honesty.

Lost and confused a bit I look at him"I will tell you my limits what I like and then you would do whatever you want"

Nickolai is looking at me baffled"Excuse me"

"You don't seem like the kind of guy that takes advice from anyone"

"You are wrong Emily I consider your opinions"

I look away twisted in knots this man wants to hurt me but that's not the problem, the problem is I will like it and him with his psychopathic dominant behavior.

"Emily" he says gently"look at me"

I look

"I didn't mean to frighten you but this is how I feel"

"I don't want you to think that you are in control because of my feelings towards you thats not how I work. I have to admit also that I wanted to beat the living daylights out of you when I didn't find you at home so be thankful that I only grazed you with my bullet"

I squeezed my eyes remaining aphasic

"It's been four days since my life have changed maybe longer and I am in pain for wanting things you are yet to understand"

My eyes flew open the heat coming off him palpable. I need to roll down the window, the car suddenly stifling. My heart fills with sadness at the thought of what he might be going though but I need to do some research so I could get a better understanding of what I am getting into. I could probably talk to Jose he may understand this BDSM life style.

"I understand Nickolai and I am going to do some research"

"Okay" he leans back loosening his tie

"You should it's a lot to take in but my advice is to research the extreme side of it, the dark aspects because I don't do mild"

My jaw drops I press my fingerstips on my temple feeling dizzy I want to respond but I have lost the power of speech something that happens rather often around him.

"Where to sir?"

"Ms Cote residence then you will drop me off at my hotel suite before you retire for the night"

"Yes sir"

He pulls out his iphone and starts typing something

"What are you doing?"

"Making a note" he says

"About what, the next time you going to fuck me" shaking my head

"I will make a note of that too, how tomorrow evening sounds"

Again I am speechless

His mouth twitching in amusement"Seriously I am making a note to get you a computer and a new phone. You should recieve the items in the morning when my driver comes to pick you up" his fingers moving gracefully over the keyboard.

"I don't want you driving in your condition besides that you don't have your car. I will get one of my people to go and collect your stuff it should be here by tomorrow evening"

By now I should find my voice I open my mouth nothing just air hot air.

"Do you have an email address Emily?"

"Why?" my voice not my own and I am not really here with him.

"So we could chat and I could answer any questions you may have"

"Emilysurviour@yahoo.com"

I breath a sign of alleviation as the car pulled up to the curb in front my home. I have never been more excited to see my two storey victorian home the entire structure mostly made of wood with a wrap around porch.

"Well it has been an interesting day Nickolai" lightly touching the bandage underneath my jeans.

"It surely was Emily" kissing my delicately on the cheek.

My insides quivering from his incomplex touch. I had to pinch myself from asking him to come in for a while. I smiled trying to keep my cool opening the door slidding out closing the door behind me. I walked uneasily up the steps only to remember that I didn't have my keys but I turned the knob anyway surpise to find it open. Waving goodbye I walked inside closing the door behind me only then did he leave.

THE END OF CHAPTER 10 (TEN)

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